Dear all,
So it is the last "Mei-yee's hospital Update".
Your beloved & my deepest love--Mei-yee left this world and
reached the hands of God around 4:00pm this pm.
She passed away suddenly & peacefully like falling asleep on the bed.
She was OK when meeting friends at 3:00pm and am.
Professor met her OK and blood test also showed OK.
Doctors was surprised by the sudden.
In fact, Mei-yee was getting weaker these days.
Having explained & warned by Mei-yee, I always advise friends &
family trying to treat her well if really loving her.
No response at all after more than 1/2 hour emergency rescue, CPR,....
When I rushed to QM, I knew she has gone no matter how hard the medical team tried.
I have to accept the fact ......
Mei-yee has expressed she likes this way of dying--w/o pain, w/o any unwillful feeling.
God completely heard her prayer.
For this reason, I didn't feel sorry for not watching her passing away.
She knew we will be very sorry if watching her die and
with doctor's torture from rescue under consciousness.
She loves us and wants us feeling good & happy.
Friends, you & I are really blessed to have Mei-yee
although you may not completely agree.
At least, I truly feel.
Thank God for knowing her on 9.3.1991 and marrying her on 27.5.1995.
She has really coloured my life in these 18 years like her favourite hobby--western painting.
It has been a harsh road for her since she got the disease.
It was my pleasure to walk with her so far although I did that poorly sometimes.
And with you, a major support so far.
Now, it is time to say goodbye. Her spirit (& laugh) will never fade in our hearts.
Don't forget: Mei-yee hope to see us with joy in our life, by God, all the time.
Don't worry about me, I will be OK, just taking some time.
yours sincerely,
John
30.8.2010
2011年8月30日 星期二
2011年8月29日 星期一
Page-32 of the memorial album [final page] 終結篇
"Mei-yee, I feel proud of you!! " Ngai-fu
" 小May, 老公以妳為榮!! "
[彩虹下的約定]
詩集：讚美之泉 04 ----美儀很喜歡, 常常唱的詩歌
Pl. click : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bf_VLcRSNug
我空虛的心靈，終於不再流淚，
期待著雨後，繽紛的彩虹，訴說你我的約定。
我不安的腳步，終於可以停歇，
主你已為我，擺設了生命的盛宴。
與你有約，是永恆的約，彩虹為證，千古不變。
我要高歌，為生命喜悅，
萬物歌頌你的慈愛，大地訴說你的恩典。
期待著雨後，繽紛的彩虹，訴說你我的約定。
我不安的腳步，終於可以停歇，
主你已為我，擺設了生命的盛宴。
與你有約，是永恆的約，彩虹為證，千古不變。
我要高歌，為生命喜悅，
萬物歌頌你的慈愛，大地訴說你的恩典。
last smile & last dialogue with my wife 最後一笑, 最後對話.
Tomorrow is the 1st anniversary of my wife's day.
I recall one year before, ie 29.8.2010 [Sun.], I had my last dialogue with my wife
on her bed side till 10:30pm., going home with a tired body. Before that, I visited her at lunch session after church service.
A very special moment.............................
Doctor said, " The figures showed she is better, good."
John
29.8.2011
On 28.8.2010 pm, Mei-yee gave her last smile to show her
gratitude & appreciation for the bedding service provided
by her visitors----ex-nursing teammates, roommates, so nice.
"我的哀哭變為跳舞"
27.8.2011 [Sat] 邀請了自己參加了這音樂佈道會,
[信息: 蔡元雲先生-----"大衛一生成功, 但傷痛的事何其多...." ]
有點啓發, 詩歌很貼切.
pl. click: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqrWvEPWCX8
謹獻給, 不論甚麽原因, 仍在傷痛的人.
靠著神, 努力!
看著花瓣被風吹動, 真好像在迎風跳舞;
我每一份哀傷, 真的可以被神變為跳舞?
"一宿雖然有哭泣.早晨便必歡呼.....
你已將我的哀哭變為跳舞.
將我的麻衣脫去. 給我披上喜樂." [詩 30]
Meiyee's Outlook----29.8.2011
還記得冬天開過花的野籣花嗎?
又開花了!
又開花了!
今次有六朵!
每一塊玫瑰花瓣代表過去一年裡對美儀的一份懷念.
今天花多了一點.
Flowers from Meiyee's brothers, sisters & friends.
對不起, 昨晚應該有碰壞了你的網,
都是怪我的助手好了.
She is not familiar with your site here.
夏末的花仍很漂亮.
2011年8月28日 星期日
Last herbal medicine for Mei-yee 最後一劑
in the last stage of her life.
A simple but meaningful evening at Mei-yee's Outlook
Launching of the "小蜜蜂--美儀3號"
this evening----28.8.2011
對美儀來說, 我覺得以下這首歌太貼切了.
同時也給我很大的盼望. 美儀很喜歡它.
Too suit for Mei-yee. Enjoy & Share!
彩虹下的約定 --------"尋找"
by 讚美之泉04 歌詞:
我曾經像一隻小小飛鳥，飛躍在這藍天海上，
我無時無刻徬徨無助，找不到可以傾訴。
我曾經像一隻小小飛鳥，穿梭在這城市之中。
我正在尋找那慈愛雙手，那就是主耶穌。
主啊！我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁。
那慈愛雙手正等著我，來擁抱我。
主啊！我要回到你身旁，我要回到你身旁。
那慈愛雙手來擁抱我，那就是主耶穌。
2011年8月21日 星期日
2011年8月20日 星期六
The book I'm reading.
大衛說: "孩子還活著, 我禁食哭泣: 因為我想,
或者耶和華憐恤我, 使孩子不死也未可知.
孩子死了, 我何必禁食? 我豈能使他返回呢?
我必往他那裡去, 他卻不能回我這裡來." [撒下12:23-23]
2011年8月19日 星期五
翻起的舊相片-----快樂的夏天
1991
14.8.2011
夏日晚霞, 很是醉人.
14.8.2011 悠悠人生路, 行行向何方，轉眼即長暮。
14.8.2011這湖在家附近, 我們每次都停下來遠眺,
訴心事......, 有幾次美儀是坐輪椅來.
美儀離開後, 我好像沒來過,
今晚我獨自在此禱告.
波兒到Disneyland, 好嘢!!!---12.8.2011
讓我們飛-----離開東涌去 [Let's leave Tung Chung!]
遠眺屯門, 青山 [Tuen Mun & Castle Peak at far side]
12.8.2011昔日的陰澳灣, 滿是入口浮木,
想起美儀在認識我前一年行山至此,.........
我卻未曾到此一遊.
24.3.1990
很遺憾, 美儀想到此, 我卻說遲一些..........
太古快要在此建豪宅的大蠔灣,
北大嶼山公路旁.
波兒, 太晒了, 回東涌吧!
2011年8月5日 星期五
Though we were ten thousand miles
美儀留下的一首 CD 英文歌 (蘇格籣民謠)-----
My love is like a red, red rose
Pl. click: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lAi9A9s5lg&feature=fvwrel
5.8.2011
5.8.2011
5.8.2011
My love is like a red, red rose
That's newly sprung in June
My love is like a melody
So sweetly played in tune
As fair art thou my bonnie lass
So deep in love am I
And I would love thee still my dear
Though all the seas gone dry
Till all the seas gone dry my love
Till all the seas gone dry
And I would love thee still my dear
Though all the seas gone dry
Though all the seas gone dry my dear
And the rocks melt with the sun
I would love thee still my dear
Though the sands of time may run
So fare thee well my bonnie lass
And fare thee well awhile
And I would come to you again
Though we were ten thousand miles
Though we were ten thousand miles my love
Though we were ten thousand miles
I would come again my love
Though we were ten thousand miles
My love is like a red, red rose
Pl. click: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lAi9A9s5lg&feature=fvwrel
5.8.2011
5.8.2011
5.8.2011My love is like a red, red rose
That's newly sprung in June
My love is like a melody
So sweetly played in tune
As fair art thou my bonnie lass
So deep in love am I
And I would love thee still my dear
Though all the seas gone dry
Till all the seas gone dry my love
Till all the seas gone dry
And I would love thee still my dear
Though all the seas gone dry
Though all the seas gone dry my dear
And the rocks melt with the sun
I would love thee still my dear
Though the sands of time may run
So fare thee well my bonnie lass
And fare thee well awhile
And I would come to you again
Though we were ten thousand miles
Though we were ten thousand miles my love
Though we were ten thousand miles
I would come again my love
Though we were ten thousand miles
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